Friday, April 20, 2012

Letting go & trusting!

You don't get to where you want to go without taking that first step!

I would not be where I am without going through so many infertility problems and two heart breaking negative transfers.

I am in a very content and happy place in life!

I am also looking forward to what is to come but also a bit scared!

I want to give him all of me!

I need to find the confidence to take that next step and peace in the outcome before I take that next step.

I am afraid of a negative.

I need to let go of that fear and know that God is in control.

I have my miracle and have seen the blessings that she has brought and I should have confidence because of that success but I am back to the fear of the unknown...starting all over again.

In my head I know God is in control but I need help letting go of that fear.

I need to lay it down and know that if it is in Gods will then it will be.

I need to trust God with all my heart and know what he has already given me is way more than I could have ever asked for.

I will trust you, Lord, with all my heart, for all you are and I won't forget how good you are!

I need to get my head and heart in the right place before I even take that next step...