(By the way I am not superstitious, I just love the socks and you have to have something cute on when you have to wear that ugly hospital gown)
I know everyone is so excited to hear our results on Monday. Don't get mad but on some level I wish that no one knew when we are getting our results. I wish that Marcus and I would just have a few days to ourselves to celebrate or grieve. This is still a very personal and private matter to us, except we are forced to tell our results on that day. I guess there is just a sense of privacy that is lost through infertility that most will never understand. But on another level I love the fact that we have so many people praying for us, care so much for us, and are very excited to hear positive results. I love all of you and thank you all for your support during this time. I guess on some level all infertiles wish they had some sort of control and normalcy, but we just have to live the life we are given and be thankful for each and every opportunity.