Friday, February 6, 2009

Sense of Privacy

Here is a picture of my Lucky Socks right before my transfer!!!!
(By the way I am not superstitious, I just love the socks and you have to have something cute on when you have to wear that ugly hospital gown)

I know everyone is so excited to hear our results on Monday. Don't get mad but on some level I wish that no one knew when we are getting our results. I wish that Marcus and I would just have a few days to ourselves to celebrate or grieve. This is still a very personal and private matter to us, except we are forced to tell our results on that day. I guess there is just a sense of privacy that is lost through infertility that most will never understand. But on another level I love the fact that we have so many people praying for us, care so much for us, and are very excited to hear positive results. I love all of you and thank you all for your support during this time. I guess on some level all infertiles wish they had some sort of control and normalcy, but we just have to live the life we are given and be thankful for each and every opportunity.


Hollie said...

Love the socks! I completely understand how you feel about lost privacy. I too knew that I had to tell the few people and close family about the results. It was hard even getting the BFP and having to tell everyone so early. But of course we all want to know because we care about you and want to pray for you either way it goes.

Jennifer Douga said...

We love you guys so much and are thinking about you and praying for you daily. Love, Shane & Jennifer

Jessica said...

I LOVE THE SOCKS!! awesome!!

sweet jenn said...

this is a good post. you guys SHOULD have privacy with something so incredibly personal. I totally understand. But, I do wait on pins and needles to hear what your results will be. I will be in prayer for you Monday..

love you so much...xoxo

Teresa said...

Your socks are too cute. Dude take all of the time you need to tell all of us stalkers what the results are. We'll be waiting impatiently but we can still wait! Good luck and prayers mama!